December 2009
4 posts
Stressing about finals a little bit though I...
Well seeing as finalsn are coming up I’m stressing a lil about them but the what the stress is: are VERY little things such as every so often I think “will I pass?” then I ignore the thought, and “I wonder will I have time to study or wHat ways can I study?” then I ignore the thought basically I’ve figured out 2 things that can help me in the future with stress,...
MY MATH LAB SUCKS (Still)!!!!!!!!!!
I tried the piece of shit we call MyMathLab AGAIN today and I got an answer 100% accurate and I’M STILL WRONG What the fuck?!!! (MyMathLab Fails HARD) But the thing that REALLY sucks aabout MyPeiceOfShitLab is that if you don’t complete each segement 100% you don’t get to continue and that’s not right I would like to point that I’ve learned more in High-School math...
MY MATH LAB SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYMATHLAB BEACUASE YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING 100% ACCURATE ON THE FUCKED UP PEICE OF SHIUT AND SO IN ORDER TO CONTINUE ON IT YOU HAVE TO TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY TRY UNTIL YOUR TO THE FUCKING POINTWHERE YOU WANNA BLOW YOUR BRAINS OUT AND THAT IS NOT LEARNING MATH THATS HOW YOU EDIT MATH IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To tell you the truth I don't care anymore
Right now I’m just a little down-w/-feelings with not having as much freetime lately and all the homework it seems they try to “dish-out” at all of us students lately, I’m hating college and the cycle of life which is a combination of: ”college, short-amount-of-time, WAY TOO SHORT weekends/breaks, WAY TOO SHORT free-time, and time going by way too fast.”...
November 2009
5 posts
I wonder...
I’ve been thinking lately about Thanksgiving Break and all that and I’m thinking: “will I be able to get all my work done for Thanksgiving to have a possible stress free weekend or something, I also wonder whats gonna be going on for Thanksgiving, I mean yeah I know I’m gonna be going to one of my cousin’s house to have Thanksgiving dinner but I’m still...
Stressed a bit
I’m tryin to just kinda relax but it’s harder than it seems I am suddenly *slightly* overwhelmed with the work-flow of college and it’s kinda gettin on my nerves all I know is: I CAN’T WAIT TILL THE SEMESTER IS OVER hopefully I’ll pass and if not then oh-f…ing-well if I do pass I’m only takin 1 class next semster because this is...
"Just goin with the tide and flow on the wave of...
“Right now I’m doin alrite I just feel that I have to: not worry too much yet not be so relaxed: as to be in a coma/stoned, I believe it has to be a state of relaxation that still is aware of school work and me wishing to do it which is where I’m inching at right now, I think I just need to get some math and english done and be determined all the while being relaxed at the same...
A lil bit worried
I’ve been a little worried about the finals because I know they’ll be here before I know it and so this kinda unerves me but all I know right now is to just continue trying my best and doing my work and believe “hopefully I’ll get there”. “Nobody ever calls me stud biscuit” A quote off of a comic.
I was told to try my best and I am so I’m just trudging along but I can’t help but feel a small something in my work might be missing if it is, it is. I f it isn’t, it isn’t either way I’m just gonna do my work while chillaxin at the same time (in a sense). “Quote of the day:That is on a need to know basis and as long as there is a God in heaven you will never...
October 2009
8 posts
This rollercoaster ride just hasn't stopped...
Well one moment I’m feeling mad as hell the next I’m happy then mad and it just keeps going like this, IT’S SOOO FRUSTRAING!!!!! But I guess since I’m doing alrite 4 now I guess then that proves I’m having a better day than the usually days I’ve been having. You see (If you haven’t caught on to it by my blog) I’ve been having what I...
I hate My Life right now
Fuck Life *see below*
Fuck this shit!!! (Life is shit get the fuck used...
Day 1 Wensday10/21/09: It’s official I’m tired of it all; tired of this college bullshit, tired of this this fucking homework, tired of trying to stay on top of my work, all this is doing is stressing me to the brink of insanity and to tell you the truth by now I-I just don’t give a fuck anymore!!! I hate this, I feel consumed and trapped by college work with no way out and I...
I...I just don't care anymore
I’m behind in work but you know what I don’t care anymore because I’ve learned that thinking about it just stresses me out to the brink of insanity (literall) and so I figure I might as well just casually do it while slightly ignoring it and basically not giving a sh.t about it because if I do a give a sh.t I’ll be stressed beyond belief and the last thing I need is stress....
Well I had a good weekend but the reason for this would be because I hadn’t done my college work over the weekend like I had planned but the reason I hadn’t done the work like I said: was because I didn’t know how to do it at home so I basically was screwed as my Mom couldn’t help me w/ it because she didn’t understand the work and so I wasn’t able to do any of...
This SUCKS!!! (Work stress to the point of...
Well I’ve been working my *censored* off so far studying w/ college doing colege work, managing my time, & what do I *censored* get nothing!!! All I *censored* want is a litte bit of god-*censored* relief people seriously!!! I mean YES I KNOW we are in midterm, I KNOW it’s crunch time, I KNOW they are shoving the mother-*censored*ing work down our God-*censored*ed throats!!!! but I...
Gettin through (& making some prgress! =) )
Well I’ve been trudging through this weekend of homework h.ll & Istill have some more to go, but I realize that I’ve been making quite a bit of progress but I still am worried I won’t be able to finish by Monday so I’m kinda panicking, (Need some help!) but oh well I just have to try my best and I guess thats all I can do. (thats all I believe I can do so far right...
Work,Work,Work!!!!
This weekend I have (what I believe to be a TON of homework) & I’m trying to get it out of the way so that I can posssibly have a free weekend, however it is EXTREMELY hard however I believe if I just keep trudging through the work battlefied I’ll be able to make it to the weekend homefront, thus I keep working. (I however think the prioce for being ahead or up to date may be my...
September 2009
7 posts
Behind (Aaaarghhh but HOOOW?!!!!)
Okay today I had a bad day slightly as I feel I’m behind in some of my college work, but then my professors tell me I’m not, I’m confused now I don’t know what to do, what to think, and the stress is driving me INSAAANE!!!! I don’t know what to do anymore and am starting to think of dropping a class. All I ask for is: Help!!!!
“I’ts gonna be one of those...
(Alrite gettin back on track!)"The...
Okay I’ve noticed lately from alot of the blogs I’ve made that I’ve said: I’m behind than suddenly I’m ahead then: behind and ahead again, well the reason for it all is Paranoia. You see I’m so paranoid at the college that I’m gonna fall behind in work that I have to constantly be on my toes not knowing when the next load of work will comeand thus this...
The Unknown
Remember how I said about “Paranoia” well I think I now have good rerason for it, I completely forgot about an assignment(s) in 2 of my classes & now I don’t know what to doooo?!!!!! AAARGH!!!!!
Paranoia
I’m doin alrite with my college work and so it eases the stress a little; however in my opinion when it comes to the ”war against work” I can’t EVER let my guard down because if I do and just kinda relax for even the slightest moment while thinking: “Oh, I’m ahead I don’t need to worry.” suddenly WHOOOOSH!!!!! *Tsunami of College work just comes...
Hating college life right now!!!!!...
I feel really stressed w/ college right now and am just stressed beyond belief (So much so I’m thinking of quitting college altogether, tho I’m unsure of the idea at the moment. All I know is I just feel like I need a break (as long winter break or something) to restore my sanity.
Doing alrite
Well I’m doin okay so far, I think I’m ahead in my classes so thats good, however I don’t wanna get overconfident/cocky,etc as If I do becuz I believe I’m ahead I know I’ll fall behind as I’ve seen the pattern before in my HS and JHS and MS classes so.. I mean I know college is different from those (HS,JHS,MS) as it is tougher so it never hurts to be cautious....
Doing alrite I guess.. just wish there weren't so...
Well I got kinda caught up with my math and all that and so I feel kinda good about that but what I’m disappointed about was that I had ALOT of plans over the 4 day weekend (that I’d been putting off for awhile) however the homework got in the way, so I plan on getting all this homework BS outta the way real fast and early (HOPEFULLY) so I can actually do what I wanted to do last...
August 2009
1 post
I have a dilema....(dilema my a.. this has become...
* (Okay if you read the title you’ll see I have a dilema, well anyway my dilema is: last year (& the year before that & in HS before that etc. etc.), I had gotten behind in school work, however the difference between then and now is when I was behind then it happenned later in the school semester/year this year ITS IN THE BEGINNING!!! So now because of this, I’m kinda...
July 2009
10 posts
this is getting sooooooooo tiring.
I’m gettin pretty tired of having to make up classes that I haven’t passed by .8% in my opinion. I just don’t know what to do!!!!!! HALP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! “A quote of mine: “W/out hope there is nothing at all, just a black abyss w/ no light (at the end) and that my friends is true Hell”
Halp!!!!
Told I’m doin good (and in a sense I know I am) but I’m just tryin to accomplish what would probably be the rest of this class in a day to get it out of the way a feat which I know is ompossible but I don’t know what to do?!!!! Aaaargh this is gonna drive me bonkers I need a solution as to what to do. “We all have to be a little insane to survive in this world because if we...
Told I'm doin good, but can the "math-beast" be...
If you read the top post you’ll feel the same as I do that such a feat would be impossible, and it in a sense pretty much is, also if you are confused about the top lemme explain: you see my cousin whom lives in Reno that I only get to see about at the most 3 times a year is coming in less than 5 days for about a whole week in which I was EXTREMELY excited when I heard this when suddenly I...
WOOO-HOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...
Today I learned I am FINALLY (Thank you Lord) CAUGHT UP in ALL my work and on top of that my cousin comes oin less then a week. Man it feels good to be a little stress-free and relaxed for once because I alway’s feel on edge at college, it’s like everyday when I would come I’d be a litle depressed because I always felt like I was behind either that or I was behind but now for...
I made some prgress and boy did it make me feel...
Today here at the college I felt like I was falling in a black hole of work and being left behind (BTW Ms Miller: I know u say I’m not but thats just me.) but today I feel like I’m gettin caught up and I’m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel (okay black hole in my case)… and this time it’s not a frieght-train. =)
(Personal)
It’s a personal thing so GTFO my business!
The Great Pacific Ocean Garbage Patch (response)
To this I’d have to say: that if we continue down the road were in now with our trash being in landfills and not very many recycling now these days I think were gonna be in serious trouble with the O-Zone layer but not just that but with animals as well with the way the world population pollutes now (though we hate to adimit it) we are destroying our ecosystem it will only be a matter of...
Gettin the hang of it (slightly)
Today I’ve attempted again to try integers on the computer & it seemed to like it was starting to work, so I’m hoping it will get alot better fromn here on in. Now to finish the rest of my work at home and then get on with the weekend! :D
July 8th 2009 Hecka confusing computer math!!! :(
Today I tried to do a little bit of math work on the computer to hopefully try to get ahead but I ended up confusing my self in the process! In the end after about 3-4 tries of this math work I decided to try it later before I got frustrated which seemed like an alrite choice because I was already a little bit on edge.
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“they say you should write what you know I say you should write what no one knows!!!”