September 2009
7 posts
Behind (Aaaarghhh but HOOOW?!!!!)
Okay today I had a bad day slightly as I feel I’m behind in some of my college work, but then my professors tell me I’m not, I’m confused now I don’t know what to do, what to think, and the stress is driving me INSAAANE!!!! I don’t know what to do anymore and am starting to think of dropping a class. All I ask for is: Help!!!!
“I’ts gonna be one of those...
(Alrite gettin back on track!)"The...
Okay I’ve noticed lately from alot of the blogs I’ve made that I’ve said: I’m behind than suddenly I’m ahead then: behind and ahead again, well the reason for it all is Paranoia. You see I’m so paranoid at the college that I’m gonna fall behind in work that I have to constantly be on my toes not knowing when the next load of work will comeand thus this...
The Unknown
Remember how I said about “Paranoia” well I think I now have good rerason for it, I completely forgot about an assignment(s) in 2 of my classes & now I don’t know what to doooo?!!!!! AAARGH!!!!!
Paranoia
I’m doin alrite with my college work and so it eases the stress a little; however in my opinion when it comes to the ”war against work” I can’t EVER let my guard down because if I do and just kinda relax for even the slightest moment while thinking: “Oh, I’m ahead I don’t need to worry.” suddenly WHOOOOSH!!!!! *Tsunami of College work just comes...
Hating college life right now!!!!!...
I feel really stressed w/ college right now and am just stressed beyond belief (So much so I’m thinking of quitting college altogether, tho I’m unsure of the idea at the moment. All I know is I just feel like I need a break (as long winter break or something) to restore my sanity.
Doing alrite
Well I’m doin okay so far, I think I’m ahead in my classes so thats good, however I don’t wanna get overconfident/cocky,etc as If I do becuz I believe I’m ahead I know I’ll fall behind as I’ve seen the pattern before in my HS and JHS and MS classes so.. I mean I know college is different from those (HS,JHS,MS) as it is tougher so it never hurts to be cautious....
Doing alrite I guess.. just wish there weren't so...
Well I got kinda caught up with my math and all that and so I feel kinda good about that but what I’m disappointed about was that I had ALOT of plans over the 4 day weekend (that I’d been putting off for awhile) however the homework got in the way, so I plan on getting all this homework BS outta the way real fast and early (HOPEFULLY) so I can actually do what I wanted to do last...