Well I’ve been working my *censored* off so far studying w/ college doing colege work, managing my time, & what do I *censored* get nothing!!! All I *censored* want is a litte bit of god-*censored* relief people seriously!!! I mean YES I KNOW we are in midterm, I KNOW it’s crunch time, I KNOW they are shoving the mother-*censored*ing work down our God-*censored*ed throats!!!! but I mean c’mon people give us a *censored*ing break SERIOUSLY if I continue like this I’m most likely gonna go INSANE!!!!!!!!! I’m already stressed out enough trying to manage my bloody time already to see family and friends and being on track w/ college and going to the program I have to do Monday’s & Wensday’s, and trying to see family, and have a (hopefully) actual social life of (maybe) some free time!!! Oh but *censored* NOOO they just keep shoving it all down thinking “oh maybe they’ll be able to do the work and keep on track” (keep on track w/ work my *censored*!!!! The only thing your doing is DRIVING US INSANE!!!!!!!! (Or at least me)) By now I don’t know what to do, time’s going by WAY too fast and there’s not enough of it, I’ve lost (a bit of) sleep, I’m stressing beyond belief, I haven’t spent the quality time with my family (mainly my Dad) in days as I’m always either working on College *censored* or I’m doing something during a small 15-min. break from the College work to keep my sanity!!!! I wanna drop a class but in my opinion it’s too late & I don’t wanna feel like I’m giving up & letting myself (or my family) down, I’m too *censored* committed to do that & so basically I just have to keep going through this *censored*-hole and wait for (hopefully) a break or breakthrough. My Quote of Calming Today: “Dis-Moi Donc Que Tu Es a Moi (So Tell Me Then That You Are Mine)”
This SUCKS!!! (Work stress to the point of insanity.)